SMILE ت

once upon a time.. i loved you~

4/30/2010

你已经好久没有主动打电话给我，
甚至没有主动发过一条短信，
我们，就这样了吧。

就这样，不再爱你了.

不再，为你心动了

你会不会，会不会像我想你一样想我呢……

距离拉长了思念，却阻隔了见面；
让你离我好远好远。

眼看着身边的人一个一个都有了轰轰烈烈，
我想，
是该放下你了，

回忆，
仅仅是用来回忆。

不要说我不甘寂寞，因为我已经寂寞了好久，
不要说我用情不专，因为你从来不属于我，
也不要说我轻言放弃，你甚至，连一个微小的回应都不曾给我.
那是因为爱，因为委屈，因为心痛……

不再留着你的短信不舍得删掉了
不再一遍一遍的回看我们的聊天记录了
不再眼巴巴的盯着手机期望你的电话了
不再上一整晚的MSN等你现身了
不再到处跟别人打听你的消息了
不再向好友倾诉自己的心酸了，因为倾诉过一次，已经代表，我决定放下你了

你拨动了我的心弦，却不曾为我驻足，
当我以为你还在的时候，你已没有踪影，
当你回头找寻我的时候，我已开始寻找自己的天空，
亲爱的，我把最美好最美好的年华留给了你，
我，于你无愧。

亲爱的，我的青春有限，承担不起一生一世的等待。

亲爱的，让我骄傲一次，这次，是我不要你了。

我爱你的时候是真的爱你，我不爱你的时候是真的不爱你了

请不要怀疑，
曾经，我愿意不顾一切的等你，
愿意随时随地陪你，
愿意在你身后默默的看你，
为你的快乐而快乐，
为你的悲伤而悲伤，
尽管，
那些情绪，
与我无关啊……

等待不苦，
苦的是，
没有希望的等待……

我爱你，
但，
那只是曾经。

back to blogger

4/28/2010

obviously

i am quite fickle-minded

switch back to blogger

ONCE AGAIN

coz although wretch can lock article

i still prefer blogger design~

haha..

anyway

enough of my bullshitting

must talk about my day~!

today went in M'sia with mummy

to withdraw money~

coz i am officially bankrupt

super poor sia~

left only sing dollars inside wallet

no more RM

haha

n i saw one really handsome guy

in the bus to City Square~

let's call him Mr. A

haha..

he was using TWO types of wax to do his hair

the smell was quite nice

but it's really weird to set his hair

in the public bus

so that's why i looked at him

and realised he's handsome~

wakakaka

but he alighted at Plaza Pelangi

i think he work at Elle

coz i saw the t-shirt~

then after went in singapore

i go withdraw money

n go jalan jalan while waiting for brother~

spent an hour plus in popular sia~

>,<

super bored

but at least i can read some books in there~

haha

the way back to M'sia was quite uneventful

except that i saw a Nanyang Poly guy

sat beside me in the 950 bus

wearing red shirt

haha..

he will be Mr. B then~

he is quite handsome from the side

but after we reach M'sia immigration

i see him from in front

>,<

so-so only larhhh~

hahahahahahaha

after that

me n two brother go City Square

had McD as lunch~

i had to treat them

so sad sia..

why i dun have an elder bro or sis??

issshhhhhhh!!!

i bought a pair of shoes also~

cheap cheap de~

coz it's for working de~

no need so ex..

haha..

then i saw one tall + handsome guy

inside Nike shop

which made me go inside n see see

n i saw one bag~

white colour de..

i LOVE it sia~

but RM 139.90

i think mummy will kill me

before i even lay my hands on it..

@.@

the colour of Nike shoes are nice

but i dun like the design very much~

haha

Nike fans will kill me for this~

anyway~

i feel like going on a shopping spree larhhh!!

wanna buy

BAGS!!

CLOTHES!!

SHOES!!

JACKET!!

but i dun think i can get that chance lorhh~

i am such a spenthrift

duno how i spend the money also~

very fast then wallet empty~

sian ahhhh!!

till then,

eve