stressed
8/22/2009
currently in my heart..
thr is nth else but stress..
being forced to give an answer
while i asked for a cooling period..
in his opinion..
seems like my so-called cooling period is only a few days..
hence.. he pressed me for an answer everyday~
i reli feel stressed!!
LOVE is not everything in our lives..
there are other things too..
so we shudn't put love at priority~
love is just smt to add on in our lives..
there is no way that
one ppl will die without d love of another ppl..
so.. i dun reli think love is everything..
but in his opinion..
seems like i m everything?!?!
i know this sounds romantic or wad..
but there r other important things in his life too..
with his emphasis on me evry second..
i feel stressed & out of breath..
i also need space..
it's not the same as freedom..
i know i had d freedom i had asked for.
but i need SPACE!!!!
love reli is nothing..
it's not physically existing..
it's just a mentally thingy..
thr is nothing to prove its existence..
so why shud we make ourselves suffer bcoz of love??
there will be LOTS of ppl wanting to rebut my statement..
but everyone has diff views..
so i reli dun care who will respond to this..
other than wanting an answer..
he will also say this:-
"I will always wait for u"
but this sentence does nth to me..
maybe i m heartless or wad..
but i reli feel nth at these words..
i only feel stress..
n stress..
other than tht.. no more emotions..
it's pointless to wait while u r pressing one for answers..
this will only make me more pek cek..
in conclusion:
i m reli stressed le..
juz shut up n let me have my space n loneliness..
though it's creepy to be alone..
i feel relaxed & destressed..
i can do whatever i want..
i can think whatever i want..
without someone pressing me..
it feels real nice to be alone sometimes..


