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29 & 30 August

8/30/2009

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29 August 2009

saturday..
nothing to do at home..
went to city square & holiday plaza..
love the food at city square^^
bought a t-shirt dat i think very cute~
bought a storybook which i longed to buy~
very very happy~
i love de tea leaves eggs also^^
jusco de RM1.20 each..
but holiday plaza only RM0.80..
so i bought 4~
reli delicious.. XP

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30 August 2009

Sunday
went in Sg with mummy at ard 12pm
den direct go Sengkang
for my interview
gonna work at guardian there^^
$4.61 per hour neh~ *happy*
i can have some xtra income le~
WOOHOO!!

den i call chuan n solo come out..
they brought me go suntec city walk walk..
soooo big de shopping mall..
walk till my legs so tired.. =.='''
they also bought some donuts...
but i dun like de donuts very much..
so i din buy..
den chuan keep ask me to take the donuts he buy..
=.='''

anyway.. had a nice day today with them^^

writtern @8/30/2009 09:17:00 PM

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领悟

8/28/2009

终于领悟了..

原来朋友是这样当的..

失望..

还有心碎..

可是至少我看清了..

朋友之间要的不只是信任..
还有要互相尊重..
虽然是朋友..
可是该有的礼貌还是要有的..
不可以把朋友当作理所当然.....
每个人的原则都不一样..
你认为的小事情..可能是她眼中的砂子..
总而言之..
朋友是缘分..
可是我已经看清楚谁真正把我当朋友..
谁是那个利用我的人..
谁是那个把我当理所当然的人..
所以我以后只会好好对待那些真心待我的人..
至于那些猪朋狗友..当她们透明就好了..

looking forward to the gathering tmr~

writtern @8/28/2009 04:46:00 PM

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quiz result

當處在人多的場合時 ,你便會感到不自在
你常會覺得你的身心生得不是很一致
或覺得你生錯了時代
你實際上比你看起來要聰明多了
但是你不想讓別人知道這點
大概是屬於那種深藏不露的人

你有一顆可以容納很多想法的心
可是也因為你有太多想法,所以常你的思緒塞車

你喜歡的音樂類型是:描寫愛情為愛傷心失戀的歌
你喜歡的電影:鐵達尼號
總有些時候你寧可待在家裡享受一個人的自在
也不願去面對一些討厭的人們
看來邱比特曾經開你一場玩笑! 有人曾傷過你的心!
在你童年!的時候你的父母常吵架
你曾有過去刺青的念頭

writtern @8/28/2009 12:37:00 AM

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disappointed... =.='''

8/26/2009

the feeling is so terrible..
disappointed..
the feeling of losing smt..
with juz a few words..
den my plan is gone..

reli cant take it down..
but wad can i do??
can i dun obey??
if i dun obey..
d consequences will be unimaginable..
so..
wad else can i do?
i also have no idea..

planned to go for a trip
during sept term break..
den afternoon received exam docket..
ard mid of sept have to pay le..
daddy said next month budget a bit tight
ask me dun go for d trip..
it's not as if i m asking him for money to go..
i just ask him to withdraw my bank money..
yet he say cannot..
i reli dunno wad can be done..
used my money without asking is ok..
but not returning my money when i need it..
is reli unbearable..
but i reli can do nth..
so my plan is interrupted..
i reli duno wad to do..

i just wanna spend a holiday happily..
is it reli tht hard??
am i not supposed to have fun??
m i supposed to just study??
am i supposed to not spend money?
i did not ask for any pocket money after sec schl finish..
now i earn my pocket money on my own..
n yet they are controlling my finance..
i m reli clueless..
wad can i do to make them satisfied with wad i did??
wad i did seems always imperfect..
while i reli did my best..

2 brothers..
one laptop each..
with unlimited pocket money..
with unlimited handphone usage..
even got ppl fetch them..
nvr experience the crowd in bus..

such nice benefits..
but i nvr get to enjoy..

it's not like i m trying to be calculative..
but since they are getting this much..
shudn't i get smt also??
i m already spending little of their money..
i juz want to spend my own money to go for a trip..
n is it reli tht hard??

seriously..
i m tired..
my dad everytime say how much i shud give him after i go to work..
when i m still studying..
i know i shud give him some..
but is it only money tht matters??

clueless..
helpless..
mindless..
moodless..

i m juz a shell without my soul..
produced to study n earn money..
to support my 2 brothers' expenses..

is it reli wad i am??
is it reli the purpose i m here?

i am really tired..
whether physically..
or mentally..

writtern @8/26/2009 10:36:00 PM

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my driving experience~

8/25/2009

today i drove to schl~
from schl to mcdonald~
from schl back home~

wakaka..
1st time 1 day drive sooo many times..
was so happy sia^^
recently dunno y i like driving alot~
but nevertheless..
shud improve my driving skill..
XP

i only went thru a turn at 50km/h~
den angeline, gigi n raechel shouting le..
sob sob..
make me so nervous after tht..
speed limit nvr over 50km/h le..
T.T
reli scared when someone shout when i'm driving
i will suddenly dunno wad to do..
scary.. XP
but we reached mcdonald without a scratch..
which is a nice thing..^^

ate mcdonald for d 4th time in this 2 weeks..
getting tired of it le larh.. =.='''

btw..
daddy made me reli anxious today..
bro finish class earlier..
den at central thr call daddy cannt get thru..
me n mummy call also cannot get thru..
luckily daddy saw my msg lata..
or else duno whether my bro need to stay overnight at thr or not..
haha..

glad tht finished F9 class today..
sort of sian.. =.='''
tmr still got law class..
maybe i can sleep thru d class?!
(impossible though)
thinking also nice~ haha..
gambateh lurh~~~ ^^

writtern @8/25/2009 04:23:00 PM

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SHOUTING

8/23/2009

STRESSED!!!!!!

I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

STOP PESTERING ME!!!!

STOP TREATING ME LIKE I M NOT HUMAN!!!!

I NEED TO LET OUT ALL MY ANGER!!!!

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH THIS WORLD???

SO UNFAIR!!!!

SO UNREASONABLE!!!!

I M RELI TIRED WITH THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

writtern @8/23/2009 12:03:00 AM

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stressed

8/22/2009

currently in my heart..
thr is nth else but stress..
being forced to give an answer
while i asked for a cooling period..

in his opinion..
seems like my so-called cooling period is only a few days..
hence.. he pressed me for an answer everyday~
i reli feel stressed!!

LOVE is not everything in our lives..
there are other things too..
so we shudn't put love at priority~
love is just smt to add on in our lives..

there is no way that
one ppl will die without d love of another ppl..
so.. i dun reli think love is everything..

but in his opinion..
seems like i m everything?!?!
i know this sounds romantic or wad..
but there r other important things in his life too..
with his emphasis on me evry second..
i feel stressed & out of breath..
i also need space..
it's not the same as freedom..
i know i had d freedom i had asked for.
but i need SPACE!!!!

love reli is nothing..
it's not physically existing..
it's just a mentally thingy..
thr is nothing to prove its existence..
so why shud we make ourselves suffer bcoz of love??

there will be LOTS of ppl wanting to rebut my statement..
but everyone has diff views..
so i reli dun care who will respond to this..

other than wanting an answer..
he will also say this:-
"I will always wait for u"
but this sentence does nth to me..
maybe i m heartless or wad..
but i reli feel nth at these words..
i only feel stress..
n stress..
other than tht.. no more emotions..
it's pointless to wait while u r pressing one for answers..
this will only make me more pek cek..

in conclusion:
i m reli stressed le..
juz shut up n let me have my space n loneliness..
though it's creepy to be alone..
i feel relaxed & destressed..
i can do whatever i want..
i can think whatever i want..
without someone pressing me..
it feels real nice to be alone sometimes..

writtern @8/22/2009 08:35:00 PM

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Changi Airport

ytd went to changi airport
to see my cousin off
d departure thr was sooo quiet
only d arrival hall full of ppl

saw many foreigners lorh..
d caucasians all sooo tall
n handsome.. XP
d korean kids look sooo kawaiii..
din see any japanese though.. haha

but one thing tht made my mood bu shuang d whole day
is my brother..
totally not time-conscious..
make me n my dad wait for him for 45 mins..
den din even answer my calls..
even if he got something on..
shud have called / sms me to let us know mah..
wth..
reli hate ppl who r not time-conscious!!!!

writtern @8/22/2009 08:32:00 AM

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真正爱你的男人

8/20/2009

1. 真正爱你的男人，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。　
　　
2．真正爱你的男人，其实总惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。
　　
3．真正爱你的男人，很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。
　　
4．真正爱你的男人，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。
　　
5．真正爱你的男人，只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到他时，也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。
　　
6．真正爱你的男人，会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。
　　
7．真正爱你的男人，不会轻易做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。
　　
8．真正爱你的男人，总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。
　　
9．真正爱你的男人，可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是靠这几天简单的日子。
　　
10．真正爱你的男人，不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。
　　
11．真正爱你的男人，总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。
　　
12．真正爱你的男人，如果他去机场接你，不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，只是自然地提过你的行李，然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？
　　
13．真正爱你的男人，当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天有课吗？早点睡吧。
　　
14．真正爱你的男人，不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮的说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。
　　
15．真正爱你的男人，总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。
　　
16．真正爱你的男人，不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。　
　　
17．真正爱你的男人，当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。　
　　
18．真正爱你的男人，很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。
　　
19．真正爱你的男人，都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他嘴巴所有的热情。
　　
20．真正爱你的男人，当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。
　　
21．真正爱你的男人，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾．．

writtern @8/20/2009 11:49:00 PM

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女孩原谅男孩的十个理由~

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

writtern @8/20/2009 11:45:00 PM

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女生..看完了不要哭~

我告诉你说：“我今天扫楼梯时，差点儿从楼梯上摔下来。”本来我以为你会安慰说：“亲爱的，小心点儿。”但你说：“扫慢点，不就得了。” 我伤心，我觉得你一点儿不爱我，不在乎我。
后来，我发现我们的楼梯异常干净，干净的都不用我扫；一个月后我才发现，那是你每天抽出5分钟的结果。

我告诉你：“我的车子坏了，我走了半个小时才到车站。”本来以为你会关心地说：“你怎么不坐出租车，累不累？”但你说：“反正很近，你也顺便减肥。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。
第二天，我发现你留在桌上的你的车钥匙，以及为我准备的丰富的早点。

我告诉你说：“我想去北海道，荷兰等地，欣赏那一大片壮观地花海。”本来以为你会关心地说：“你想去哪，我们来计划。”即使敷衍几句也好，但你说：“真无聊，花大把的银子去那种无聊的地方。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我发现家里的旅游杂志，不管是国内还是国外的报道，只要有赏花介绍的那一页，页角就有折痕,里面就有你的笔记记录。

我告诉你说：“我跟朋友出去，晚上会晚点回来。”本来以为你会关心地说：“ 跟谁出去，小心点儿，记得拨电话或早点儿回家。”但你说：“随便你，你高兴就好。”
我生气了，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。后来，我负气拖到深夜3点多回家，我看到你坐在沙发上的睡容。

我告诉你：“我的大姨妈来了，肚子好痛。”本来以为你会安慰我说：“忍一忍，一天就过去了。”但你说：“女人真麻烦，受不了。”
我伤心了，觉得你不爱我，不疼我。
后来，家里的零食柜里多了好多巧克力及红豆，是你买的，但你一直没吃。直到一个月过去了。你在我月事的前后一星期，天天煮着红豆汤。

我告诉你说：“我真高兴嫁了你，你是最好的老公。”本来以为你会开心地回答我说：“我也是这么觉得，你是最好地老婆。”但你说：“嫁了都嫁了，不然，你还想怎样？”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我无意中发现你在睡前用卫生纸擦拭床头那张40英寸地结婚照，然后望着照片傻笑好久。

我想我终于懂了，在你不在乎地外表下，有颗不善用言词表达的心，一颗最爱我的心。原来你是爱我的。只不过不说。这是你爱的方式，与别人的不同。

writtern @8/20/2009 11:43:00 PM

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其实男生都不知道...

很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。
　其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
　　其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。
　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。
　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，在别人面前她都是淑女。
　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天。
　　而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
　　于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。
　　于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。
　　于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
　　要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。
　　因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
　　因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。
　　你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。
　　你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。
　　她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。
　　她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。
　　请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。
　　她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。
　　如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
　　如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。
　　在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。
　　可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。
　　你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
　　你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。
　　不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。
　　要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。
　　越是安静战火就越传，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。
请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。
　　她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。
　　请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。
　　也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。
　　那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。
　　也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。
　　她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉。

writtern @8/20/2009 11:39:00 PM

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moodless

seriously..
i m mood-less now..
except my tears can flow anytime anywhere..
there are no changes..

am i cruel?
am i heartless?
i duno..
my heart feels pain..
n also numbness..

numbness do me no good..
just make me feel i m a puppet like tht..
life-less..
unable to control my own life..
is it reli like tht in reality?
i dun think so~

haiz..
shud use some time to think carefully..
eyes are swollen...
head is aching..
wad is left of me?
i m not sure of it also..

writtern @8/20/2009 12:03:00 PM

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decision(not yet verdict)

8/19/2009

after posting last post..
had a chat with him..
it was like an argument..
he wanted to persuade me to stay on..
n i persuade him to let me go..

i m really tired..
it's not as if we were not frenz
so i ask him to let us both cool down
have a cooling period before making any decisions..
so be normal frenz for d time being
coz i reli cannot tahan d stress anymore

tears kept flowing
they seem to have their own will
T.T

let myself cry out bah
maybe some cooling is good..
maybe some cooling do me good..

so...
be single for sometime..

evelyn

writtern @8/19/2009 10:31:00 PM

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有感而发

刚刚才post了一篇
可是突然间有感而发
可能是接触的人事物让我突然感伤起来..
也不知道自己到底是怎么了..
就觉得自己的生活重心突然全部不见了..
也许是因为发现的事情吧..
可是我真的不应该再有这种想法..
虽然知道自己这样是不应该的..
可是就是控制不了自己的心..

承认自己的错误是陌生的..
承认自己的想法也是陌生的..
承认自己的心酸却是最陌生的..

说我怎样都好..
和他在一起久了..
渐渐就没有了热恋中的甜蜜..
渐渐就成了习以为常..
渐渐就发现他好多我不喜欢的缺点..
不是说过情人眼里出西施吗？
为什么我会讨厌他的缺点？
丝毫没有接受的意愿~
也许这就是处女座的完美主义？
可是没有可能有100%完美的人..
我很清楚..
可是就是忍不住地要求完美..
我真的好累..

没有男朋友虽然很孤单..
可是总好过有个男朋友一直约束着自己..
我最不喜欢被约束..
可是每次和他沟通之后..
他还是故态复萌..
我真的真的累了..

仿佛他的世界只有我..
什么事情都要有我的参与..
可是我不喜欢这么粘密的关系..
我要的是拥有自己的一点点自由..
难道这样很困难吗？
力不从心的感觉好难受..

他的妈妈又是那种古董..
有时候一想到就觉得心烦..
不是我要想到那么远..
可是就觉得既然在一起了..
就至少要想想..
和他妈妈的关系不可能好转..
因为她曾经的语出惊人..
也因为我不喜欢她骂我的妈妈..
她的儿子是她生的..
我是我妈妈生的..
她凭什么责骂我？
这使我耿耿于怀..
说我小气也好..
说我不明事理也罢..
就是觉得很讨厌..

总之我的心真的累了..
需要的不是意见..
需要的不是安慰..
需要的不是谅解..
我需要的只是寂静..

虽然我的做法可能近乎残忍..
虽然我的做法可能不被认同..
可是我就是无法忍受了..
也许我就是注定孤单的吧..

真的好无奈..
真的好无助..

一个人处在这样的深渊里..
还能有怎样的心情？
也许迟点我就会感受到了..

真的觉得自己好坏..
可是我真的不知道该怎么办..
只好打打键盘..
把自己的感觉抒发出来..

并不期待有谁能够谅解我..
并不期待有谁能够陪着我..

只是希望就这样静静的..
静静的...
把自己的心情沉淀..
把自己的心情搞懂..

evelyn

writtern @8/19/2009 07:12:00 PM

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a tired day~

today is a tired day~
seriously...
got no mood at all..
mood swing very terrible..
dunno wad's wrong with me..

but i m very damn sure tht i got buey song smt..
though it's not convenient to say here..
only cathryn n raechel will know how i feel..
how this kind of feeling make u feel pek cek..
how u feel very 'no mood'..
but cathryn n raechel has better control~
so they dun show their emotions..
but i m one to show my emotions..
so i nvr care to hide those negative emotions..

hence..
i m very damn sure got ppl buey song me also..
but let him/her buey song lorh..
coz is ur attitude & wad u did make me feel tht way d..
so dun blame me when i show my emotions~

anyway..
today found out tht..
a 5 marks law question~
need more than one page d answer..
super sian d lorh..
nvr tried to write such long d essay before..
so was struggling sia..=.='''
but did my best le..
if ashok think i need tutorial class..
i will be more than willing to go~
haiz....

in conclusion..
today no mood..
partly due to 'auntie'..
partly due to no incentive from parents..
partly due to attitude of XXX..
so tht's all bah..
i wan go cool down le~

writtern @8/19/2009 06:44:00 PM

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title-less

8/18/2009

ytd had my result~
shud have a celebration tdy d..
but stil got F9 class..
haiz..
no mood go class at all..
but still have to go~

originally wanted to ponteng..
but thn wanna b good girl~
so stil wake up n bathe n go schl..
but my 'auntie' make me pek cek.
stomach keep aching~ =.='''

Mr.Hun let us have lunch break 20mins earlier tdy~
den cannot have lunch with my bf..
so i called n inform him..
but thn his tone make me super buey song!!
it's not my fault tht lecturer let us out early mah..
WTH is going on ooh?
he cannot have lunch with his classmates d meh??
he also can have his world while i have mine wad..
it's not like......
my world only has him..
or his world only got me..
WTH!!!!!!!!!
he make me reli reli pek cek tdy!!!
but thn i suan liao lorh..
angry with him doesn't help my stomach~=.='''

anyway...
feel kinda 力不从心 recently..
dunno y also..
but i m reli getting tired of this life..
but i know no way to make it turn better..
i can only HOPE for it to be better..
haiz...
seems like many things go against me lorh..
except my results..
shud i just let go or wad??
reli have no idea..
haiz...

going to do my law homework le~
hope i can finish it~

=+=evelyn=+=

writtern @8/18/2009 07:13:00 PM

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RELEASE OF RESULT!!!!

8/17/2009

today is just d super important day of my life!!!!!
as to why is it important??
to ACCA students..
today is d release of june 2009 session results!!!!!

from early morning..
my feeling is a mixture of nervous & excited~
haha.. i m always excited de..
so dun ask me why i get sooooo excited~
even before i get my results~ haha..

anyway..
heard luke said tht d result release at 1pm~
so we all wait lorh~
totally no mood attend for classes..
when the time gets nearer & nearer..
my heart thumps more faster..
makes me feel breathless..
(just as when Bella see Edward)
wakakakaka.. Raechel will like my description~

yet~~~~~~
d time haven reach 1pm~
den d girl(rich & 爱美的) in front of me~
told d indian girl they all tht result out..
den we all ask kelly let us have our lunch earlier~
wakakaka.. then we all CHIONG to comp lab..
d ACCA website takes sooooo long to load..
make my heart almost stop when waiting for it.. zzz
anyway.. i m one of d 1st to see my result..
it was UNBELIEVABLE!!!!
when i see THREE 'PASS'...
i immediately shout lorh..
really too happy & surprised le~ wakakaka..
i always got no image d~
so no diff to shout & jump in front of sooo many ppl~
hehe.. XP

daniel also passed...
angeline also passed...
raechel also passed...
we r d four weirdos who took F6, F7 & F8 first~
and all 4 of us passed together^^

though many of us passed and are very very happy~
there are stil some 'tragedies'...
luke failed t10~
celine failed t5~

to celine~
cheer up.. =D
i believe u can do it next round d^^

anyway..
reli glad tht most of my frenz passed larh~

zhen jie n chace passed^^
gratz ooh^^
welcome to the family of ACCA~ wakakaka..

but heard Raechel said tht Miss Irene said ~~~~
if want get in Big 4~ must have at least 67 marks for F7 & F8..
means i already been disqualified..
but i believe tht a few marks diff wun stop my future d^^

GAMBATEH ALL^^
JIAYOU FOR NEXT ROUND^^

writtern @8/17/2009 07:11:00 PM

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june 2009 exam results

8/16/2009

maybe it's due to d exam result
the feeling of nervous is drowning me
but my nervousness...
is not easily detectable..
d more nervous i am.
the more happy/crazy i am..
wakakaka..
that is wad i always do wad
so actually no chg larh..
juz dat my heart is reli worrying
scared to resit any paper
dreadful to face d lecturer AGAIN
dreadful to face same syllabus AGAIN
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
my heart is reli thumping HARD!!
lata d heart jump out.. den i die..
sob sob.. T_T

actually there is not much use to worry now
coz if i really *touchwood*
it will be bcoz i din did my best in d exam
who can i blame?? NO ONE!!!!
haiz.. shud face to my fate le larh..
although dunno tmr i will cry or not..
whether it's cry of JOY??
whether it's cry of SORROW??
haiz.. unable to determine now larh..
one more day to go~
torturing us with all this waiting..
dunno wad is d purpose~

dat day angeline told me d ques n results
ady posted on acca website
so i go took a look at it
but lata.. i reli feel tht i shudn't go look d
coz i ady forgot wad i wrote TOTALLY!
but at least i m sure tht..
many of d audit points..
i MISSED it~ T_T
that means only 1 thing, which is:-
my audit had SLIM CHANCE to get PASS......
waaaa.. why i am so ill-fated..=.='''

no matter what~
good luck to all of us!!!
WE ALL CAN PASS!!!!!

writtern @8/16/2009 11:56:00 AM

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summary of June, July, August~

8/12/2009

i really long long time no type a blog liao..
coz there is nothing to say abt my life..
d june exam over..
d june holidays over..
now new sem..

june exam results coming out next monday..
actually kinda nervous..
coz not very confident at my performance..
but i cannot chg d result also liao..
so juz let it be bah~

june holiday went KL shopping alot..
make me left no $$ to shop nowadays..
=.='''
saw many nice clothes online..
but lazy to order n go bank do xfer also..
lazy me~~ haha..
but really have to save $$ le..
must plan for future..
though cant save much..
but at least got mah..
>,<

tht day discussed with gg n angeline they all
said wanna go pulau redang during sept break
ard RM500..
think my savings is not enuf lorh..
maybe gonna lend some from mummy le..
=.='''
no choice.. salary per month only RM 300..
needa spend on my daily meals n all tht..
cant save much also d lorh~ haiz..

anyway..
taking paper F4, F5, and F9 this sem..

F4 lecturer quite funny actually..
a MICHAEL JACKSON lecturer~~~ haha..
coz he is indian n looks reli like MJ..
LOL.. but they said he always go clubbing d..
tht's y our class have to start on 9am~

F5 is taught by kelly~
she used to teach me T7 d..
she is quite good actually~
so not much thing to talk abt gua~

F9 is taught by Mr. Hun..
he is d guy who taught me T9 tutorial class d..
his notes tht time was REAL NICE!!!
his current notes also not bad larh..
got leave space next to d notes to let us add in~
n he likes to tell cold jokes sia.. =.='''

just got my F5 PT1 result on monday..
actually quite happy with my result..
3rd highest in d class..
d highest is 89 marks by Hui Yin..
another is 85 marks by 'someone'...
so i get d 3rd highest~~~

a word to raechel~
dun mind wad ppl say..
juz know tht wad u did is right den can le..
if ppl bu shuang coz u did d right thing..
den let them bu shuang lorh..
cheer up^^

a word to cathryn~
so sorry tht ur parking ticket lost le..
1st time go jusco with me..
den u have to lose RM20..=.='''

writtern @8/12/2009 06:57:00 PM