dis whole week is terrible...
tests n tests...
make me so sien...
although i dun study much as usual..
but..de thought of having exams is not good lorh...
make me tink abt hw many i haven study...
especially paper 5..haiz..
wadeva..juz let it be..
i dun wan teach tuition for november n december..
which means i have alot more time to spend..
no need rush home before 6pm..
can spend my own sweet time shopping n walk walk..
althoughi duno i shud ask hu to go walk walk with me..
haha..anyway..juz dun wan stress myself le..
last 2 months to relax...den go sg work n earn money...
money for taiwan trip!!!!!hahas...

huever hu duno y de jpj ppl let me pass my jalan raya...
welcome to be one of my 1st passengers...
haha..sam will be de very first one...
i tink he will feel honoured..
wahahahahas...

dat is all lurh..
nothing much to write...
going to rest..coz i haven got well yet...
stil coughing~!
buhhbyyes~

今天的我。。是不错幸运的咯~
知道为什么吗？？
今天早上考车。。
下午又要赶回学校考试。。
真的是显的咯。。可是没有办法。。
妈妈讲不可以不要去。。赶得及就一定要去。。
所以最后我还是有去学校赴考咯。。
因为前两次都拿了老师的奖金。。
这次超想偷懒不要去考得咯。。。
反正肯定不止我没有考。。
今天，后面的男生只有一两个有来咯。。
听pow讲。。他们好像是在外面的cc打game。。
进来考个试而已嘛~
又不会要了你的命。。干吗不进来勒？？
真的是不明白他们的脑袋里面装什么的咯。。

好了~今天的好心情。。
全部是因为我终于考到驾照了！！！！
第一次考就过关了勒！！！
厉害吧？哈哈。。
连妈妈都不敢相信我可以过关咯。。
不过这就是命中注定！！
注定我可以一次过关咯~~哈哈！
不过。。考大路的时候。。
真的是超怕不及格的！！
因为有一次要转弯的时候。。
我忘记要开讯号。。
结果。。他直接问我：
“mana kau nak pergi?"
那个时候我才吓倒咯！！！
结果就快点转。。。
可能是因为太紧张了。。
还死火！！！！！！！
我真的是吓倒不懂要怎样咯。。
还好后面没有车跟着。。
我就只可以一直跟他讲sorry~
然后还有一次。。
本来在靠近jusco的那个红绿灯要转右的。。
可是他叫我直走咯。。
我走的是左边。。可是前面有人在弄路。。
我不就开讯号。。要去中间的lane咯。。
结果。。忘记看红绿灯。。
太迟踩brake。。他就帮我踩咯。。
那时我就心想。。完蛋了！！！
因为还没有考之前。。已经有个人跟我们讲：
“如果考官帮你调sterling，或者是帮你踩brake，
你肯定是不及格咯。。”
结果。。就带着忐忑不安的心驾回去了~
车一停下来。。
他就直接摇头跟我讲：
“teruknya..”
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~
我还以为就此完蛋了咯。。
结果就拿着那个纸直接到山坡那边等。。
哪里知道~我看一下~他居然给我及格勒！！！！
哈哈！！我真的是兴奋到快疯掉咯。。
然后就快点打电话给妈妈。。
妈妈还很难以置信的问我是不是骗他的咯。。
哈哈。。
过后的山坡~parking~3 point turn~
全部都很顺利咯。。
呵呵。。尤其是山坡。。
本来以为会不进的。。
结果今天的运气好好。。
一次过就进了咯！！！
哈哈~我真的是好厉害啊！！

好了咯~今天也没有发生太多事。。
就只是觉得很累。。
等下要读一点paper9的东西了~
明天又有考试！！
加油~！

今天早上的paper 7有点难熬.....
可能是因为生病喽.....
结果我就心不在焉地过了整个早上~~
然后就去学校外面吃东西鲁~~
吃完了午餐~
就回学校上paper10了...
说真的...paper 10比早上的课还容易过...
因为我知道我四点半就可以走了...
所以难免心情会比较好...
呵呵...
我好真是个坏学生...
不过我是真的有事情的鲁~
要去学车...
明天就要考车了...
希望可以一次过关~~
那么就不必再回去学了~~
真的是有点学到怕怕喽~
可是就算有了驾照~
应该没有那么快可以有自己的车。。
等我的新加坡永久居民身份证拿到了。。
就可以驾爸爸那辆蓝蓝色的车车了~呵呵~
所以暂时还是要妈妈载我上学和放学喽~

好了。。。
今天就这样。。。
懒惰打太多。。。
安安~

今天好显又好闷~~
一整天待在家里...
真的差不多快发霉了喽...
haiz......

明天有P10的考试...
可是我要去学车...就一定得早走...
希望我能够做完考卷吧...

星期三有P7的考试...
可是我有考车...
希望可以在考试开始之前就考好了..
那就可以去学校考试喽...

星期四有P9考试...
应该不会有什么事阻碍我去考试了喽...

总之呢...
希望这次的 mock exam 可以顺顺利利就好了...

生病的我...没有心情温习...
只会一直躺着做猪猪...
真的是有够没用的~~
haizz....

今天是deepavali...
附近的印度人...昨晚吵到我睡不下!!!
真的是有够烦的~
算了...
等华人新年...肯定吵回他们喽~哈哈!

好了..今天没有心情打blog..
到这边就好了...
要去抱佛脚了~~

boy boy有麻烦了...
他没有ideas了...
真是的...
我的脑袋也很久没有用了,,,
有点发霉了...
所以根本想不到啊~

what pain you suffer in your daily life?
how are you going to solve it?
is it practical?
is it innovative enough?

如果有谁有任何ideas...
一定要帮帮忙哦~

今天的心情真的是烂到了极点!!!
家里那个没有用的小弟...跟我吵架...
结果还不是一样给我骂到哭而已喽...
真的是不自量力...自己错..还敢跟我发脾气...
我不发威..真的被当成了病猫喽!!!
我只是无聊转个频道而已...
他就讲到好像我欺负他?!?!
真的是有够王八的!!!!
加上现在生病...心情已经很闷了...
他自己来惹我的...就不要怪我不手下留情喽...
我骂完了...还有记得提醒他一个很重要的事情...
是他先找架吵的...等下爸爸妈妈回来...
他敢乱恶人先告状..他肯定死到更难看的喽!!!
结果害我气到头痛...
这种人真的是很烂喽!!!!!
读书是全家最不行的...凭自己最小就横行霸道!!!
当我是死的啊??居然还讲什么:
"要别人尊重你,先尊重别人"?!?!
他也有资格讲这句话啊??
不要笑死人喽!!!
我是他姐姐..平时不尊敬我就算了...
现在还敢跟我讲这种话???
真的是跟野蛮人讲不了道理的喽!!!
是他自己说的!!!
既然他不尊重我...我也没有必要再尊重他喽...
对他这种人好...简直是浪费...
对一只路边的野狗好...它至少还会跟你摇摇尾巴...
对我这个弟弟好?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
等着被反咬一口就有喽!!!
我才不要傻傻的喽...
当他不存在就好了...

今天真的很不舒服啊!!
真是的!!!
喉咙痛到没有话讲!!!然后又发烧..又头痛!!!
我的妈啊!!!
为什么我会生病勒???
生病还是其次!!!!
生病到要死掉了,结果..还要去补习中心教补习?!?!
我真的是无敌铁金刚了喽!!!
差不多就要跟superman同一国了喽!!!
总而言之...
今天真的是很不舒服...
所以脾气也很不好!!!
很容易就pek cek了喽!!!
真是的..希望没有得罪到人喽~~
不过...我虽然带病在身...
胃口还是一样的好喽~~
还是吃很多很多...
结果就给pow笑喽..真是的...
然后我就跟他开玩笑讲说...
我的肚子里面有小比比~呵呵...
结果他还是有陪我废下去喽...真的是不顶...
哈哈...其实今天也没有什么事情发生...
因为ZiJian, EnXian, JingKai, WangDe他们没有来补习喽...
所以也没有发生什么趣事...
有点怀念他们在的时候...
那种互亏的时候...真的很好玩...呵呵...
不过..没有他们来闹...
确实比较能够专心教补习喽...哈哈...

今天早上帮院长代了一班中一的马来文..
发现..现在的男生讲话都很不正经喽...
讲那些有的没有的就很厉害喽!!!!
在那边一直讲保险套..还有做那个..>,<
然后那些女生...真的是hiau到没有眼睛看...
早上八点半的补习...
她居然还可以七早八早起来穿美美...
真的是很佩服喽...
其实她那样穿还不要紧..因为又没有妨碍到我喽!!!
可是...重点是她根本不美啊!!!!
我的天!!!看着她...真的很想不要戴眼镜喽...
因为没有戴眼镜..我就看不清楚...
就不用看她了喽!!!!真的是不顶!!!
然后那个很hiau的女生还一直在那边讲她有很多干妹...
我的天!!!这样都好炫耀啊??
真的要比起来...她肯定输我的喽!!!
(摇头+摇头)
然后她还有提到EnXian, WangDe, ZiJian...
好像她认识他们就了不起那样...
真的是会给她弄到显掉的喽!!

算了..
好好休息是现在最最重要的事了...
妈妈做了甜品..要去吃了喽~
明天应该没有出去了...
既然我和他不算是朋友...不可能拉他陪我的...
弟弟说high school musical 3不好看的..
可是我就是想去电影院看...
现在看来...应该不可能成真了...
只好买CD回家看吧~

今天收到11月的revision class时间表
只有一个字可以形容

累


从星期一读到星期六咧
每天还是很长时间的那种
累到那样...回到家怎么还有精神读书

sunway安排的时间
每次都是怪怪的咯

上一个semester的时间都没那么恐怖
我快要被累垮了啦

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause I have to pretend that I don't really care
I thought you were my merrytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star is coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smile
You make me feel
That I could sing slong
But then you whimped and change the word
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used to bes and once upon a song
Now I know you're not a merrytale
And dreams are meant for sleeping
A wish upon a star just don't come true
Cause now that even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I like the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that I can be so blind


dat was the lyrics of the song "When there was me and you"..
dat quite reflects my feeling now lorh...
it juz felt like a merrytale...
a dream when i'm not sleeping...
a wish upon a star dat is coming true...
but..i juz confused my feelings with the truth...
so...now i m clear-minded again...
n realized that reality...i dun reli feel happy..
it feel sort of lost...like something is missing...
my heart is not complete anymore...
but..wad else can i do?dat is his choice wad...
either girlfriend or nothing...
wad can i choose?can't possibly ask me choose girlfriend...
coz my feeling towards him is not love...
so..juz let it be bah..i enjoyed his company..as a fren...

boyboy n girlgirl can't be pure fren meh??
see me n boyboy(sam)...so good...always bickering...
but we r stil frenz arh...
see me n pow..always argue de..but den stil frenz..
haiz..duno wad is in his brain...perhaps full of shit lorh...
juz ignore that can liao...i dun wan change myself juz bcoz of him...
i m stil dat talkative n cheerful evelyn~^^

today had fever n stomachache...
den was spending my time in paper 5 class to copy MS answer...
bad girl girl lorh..>,<
no choice..no mood to listen to teacher anyway...
den pow was in de class next to mine...
but we still sms-ed...was kind of lame...>,<
anyway...after lunch break..is MS class..
de stupid idiotic teacher stil the same...
always say want to deduct our marks...
as if we r 3-years-old kids...
so easily to be threathened de arh??DREAM ON!!!
den i juz ignored her...go to the back row n chit chat with yuen ling n yuan wen dey all...
juz ignore that stupid idiotic teacher can liao larh...
always use the same stupid method to scare us...
reli idiotic de lorh!!buey tahan her brainlessness!!

anyway...today got some happy things oso de...
today i went to sunway ard 9am mah...
den was in de same lift with a red shirt guy...
he asked me:" first or second?"
den i duno y..i juz blank n den blur for 2 seconds...>,<
maybe because his voice larh..dun match his looks lorh...
was very 低沉...i tink i was shocked lorh.....><
so embarassing sia...den i tell him i going 1st floor lorh...
he oso go 1st floor..den he walked behind me...
he was very gentleman lorh...
when de lift reached 1st floor...he let me out 1st...
unlike de guys in our class..always want to be out fast fast...
haha...den my 1st impression of him was quite nice de lorh...
den..i went to lab n switched on computer..wanted to do MS homework..
den luke told me emmanuel got de answer..so i go downstairs n find emma lorh..
saw him in de in front class..he looked at me while i watched inside..
was shy by den..so i quickly go out..n go downstairs..haha..
saw him quite many times today...all by chance...^^
gigi got her 有緣人..i oso got le...^^
anyway...sms-ed zell afterwards..asked him abt the guy..
den he said..i will dislike him like mad if i reli know him...
it sounds like he is an awful guy lorh...>,<
nevertheless..juz tink he is gentleman lorh..nothing else..^^

that's all for my "diary"~
sore throat le...fever stil got abit...
luckily no stomachache le...
muz get well soon oh~!^^

haiz...poor me..now online-ing at sunway college...
de internet connection not very slow..so it's still acceptable lurh..
haha..ok..enough of my nonsense...
i m now working hard to copy answer...haha..
bad girl right?but no choice...
morning 7:45am only know that the MS thing muz be pass up today...
so intended to come schl n do...
but den..accidentally let me discover luke got answer..
so i borrowed from him n copy lorh...
haha...
den no nid do it myself le...
today is indeed my lucky day...
haha...anyway...
yesterday slept very late..
coz nid help boy boy edit his blogskin code...
mummy scolded me dis morning...
said wad if my chest pain again?
sorry mama...not deliberately de larh...
but juz once in a while stay up late...
so these few days i sleep early early to compensate lorh..ok?
haha...back to the topic...
asked boy boy to treat me to eat sushi...
i was only joking...den he agreed to it wor..
so i earned a treat of sushi!!!!!!
wahahaha...
so happy neh...coz i like to eat sushi...
but it was quite expensive...so cant eat it very often...
haha...so...thanks to boy boy here ooh~
but in the end..the blogskin i helped him to edit...
was unable to be used by firefox...zzzz
so he edited a new one himself...
pro seh...*clap clap* for boy boy..
haha...
his new skin not bad larh...stil his favourite jay chou..haha..
same as kok siong...always jay chou...
duno hw is kok siong doing lorh...long time no his news le...
hope he is fine..haha...
anyway..sam promised to ask mimi, irene, kiwi, n shenyeong dey all come out when i go sg...
haha...
happy neh...hope to see dey all again...miss dem a lots!!!
haha...i tink dat's all le..stil have to rush my MS homework...
or else dat stupid idiot teacher sure say wan deduct marks de lorh...
treat us as if we r 3 year old kids...
as if we scare u...blekk...
gambateh~!

today de yunyun...
no mood n no health...
morning 9am only reach schl...
i m going to be de late queen le...
coz went eat breakfast with mummy...
so a bit late lorh...
den teacher n emmanuel ask me y no takeaway for them...
lol..duno i shud laugh onot lorh..>,<
headache + abit flu...
shud be all right after a rest...
but i got no mood to rest at all...
my brain is full of thoughts...
hw m i going to rest with my brain so full?
haiz...
one ppl addicted to playing games...
so no sms me le...
duno wad his brain for...
waste so much money in cyber cafe...
will it help his future??
he used to be full of ambitions...
said he will self-control...
den look wad is de reality now!!
even tell me dat he is not purposely one...
but if u r firm abt ur stand...
ppl cannot influence u de lorh...
it's juz dat u wish to be influenced...
so i got nth to say...
dat is ur life...n i want nth to do with it...
since u dun treat me as a fren...
den another one...
recently very cold towards me...
duno whr i did wrong or i offended him lorh...
said "hi" to him in msn...he no reply...
sms to him...never reply oso...
only when i tok abt wad he is interested in only he reply...
suan le larh...this kind of fren...
dun wan oso no regrets de...
so...juz let it be...
if he wants to be like dis forever...
i duno y shud i go n patch things up when i did nth wrong...
as for de game-addicted ppl...
already advised him le...he dun wan heed my advice...
i can do nth..i already did my best...
so..the conclusion~
let nature takes its course bah...
everything is fated...
if we r supposed to be like dis...dat only means...
we have no fate to be frenz bah...

sad but can do nth about it...juz wanna be alone n calm down...
not agitated nor any other angry emotions...
juz feel depressed...wonder wad else can i do..
but..i tink it will be better if i do nth at all...
so..maybe i will lose 2 frenz bah..

anyway...today come home earlier...
3:23 pm reach home..
walked home from bus stop in rain...
but lazy bath..if i had to be sick..den sick bah...
actually shud not come home earlier de...
i will tink more when i m alone...
but no choice..dun wan stay at schl oso...
coz will see those 2 "changed" frenz..
dun wan to see them if i can...
will only make me pek cek...

are princesses better than d other girls?
it's juz dat u never put in effort to discover de good points of other girls..
maybe princesses are really better...
but at most of the times...
being ordinary is fine too...
but..attention are always given to princesses...
wad about those girls around?
they will always be left unnoticed...
until the day they leave this world...
gems are just worthless stones before they are discovered n processed...
an ordinary girl can become special if someone is willing to discover her too...
but...hu is willing to put in de effort?
i tink no one bah...
dat is why...good girls are always left unnoticed..
while those wilful n s2p princesses get all the attention...
being ordinary is not my fault...
maybe i m not juz as special as de princess u admire...
so..juz stop here bah..
everything will return to de starting point when there was nth at all...
time will heal everything...
time will make everything fine...
juz let the time passes...
n u will know eventually...
dat princesses are really the worst kind of girls...

sorry for moody n emo words...
but i need to vent it out...
or else maybe i will get chest pain again...
although it really pain now...
anyway...
my final conclusion is:

"everything is volatile..
nothing can be trusted..
so dun trust anything if u are afraid to be hurt.."

now alr past 12am midnight le lurh...
means now alr is thursday...
23rd of October...
i haven sleep...coz teaching boyboy...
haha...teaching him hw to edit blogskin code...
i m his teacher neh...haha..
teach him one by one..so nid some time lurh..
but nvm..not very tired..so can teach lorh..^^
he quite ok larh..
not as s2p as me..my bro have to tell me at least twice only i understand..
haha..

ting n gigi u all...
dun misunderstand arh...
dis boyboy is not my bf or whatsoever de..
haha...coz i noe u all sure ask me hu izit...
he is a fren oni...ok?
dun misunderstand...muz clarify here 1st..haha..

hohohoho..
juz now went kor kor see see...
den saw a very funny quiz from other ppl de blog...

http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2006/08/how_unmalaysian.php

post the link here for u all to go n try...
haha...
i was 45% un-Malaysian..
means i m 55% Malaysian lurh..
stil not bad larh..^^
coz i dun like here very much...
always Malay ppl got privileges..
Chinese n India dun have..
but no choice..dat was set before i was born...
so i cannot change it..haha..
even if i was born earlier..i cant change it oso de...
blekk..
nevertheles..
since i was born here...den i m a citizen here lorh...
cant change de fact...
even if i got PR of SG or whatsoever country...
here will always be my hometown...
i grew up here...
had my kindergarten, primary, secondary n college education here...
all happy n unhappy memories are also here...
maybe 1 day i will leave...
but no matter wad..
here will always be de place i go to when i m sad...
bcause here is my home...
my family is here..
although there might be alot of flaws in its politics management or wad de...
but...dat does not concern me...
i m not into any of those weird thingy...
especially politics..
nowadays de newspapers...all bout politics...
all wan prime minister to quit...zzz
i support no one..coz i like no one lorh...
all Malay lai de...no chinese...
but den...impossible to have a Chinese as prime minister de lorh...
i muz be daydreaming...haha..

oh ya..de show.."fated to love you"..
now not interesting liao...
coz dylan more handsome than CunXi...
i prefer Dylan!!!he is so handsome n gentle n caring n......
aiya...conclusion is Dylan is superb...
haha..i reli do like him..n his hairstyle..cool seh..^^
ppl all watched finish le only i go watch..coz no time..
n lazy..always teach tuition n sleep...no xtra time de lorh..
blekk..nevertheless...Dylan is so handsome larh!!
haha..n dat CunXi..so bad..hurt ppl liao stil go find her for wad?
kick him to far far away..><
bad guy lorh..hw can he hurt gurl like dat?
bastard!!!!realize his own true feelings so late..
make Elaine suffer so much..luckily got Dylan lorh...
haha..Dylan so NICE!!
he looks handsome even when he frowns..
i tink i m reli in love with him..
haha...joking larh..juz tink he is nice...
but dis kind of taiwan drama series...always like dis de...
de handsome guy always not guy lead...
den de guy lead not handsome + very qian da!!!!!
what the hell lorh...
can be more creative mah??
so sien de..everytime i like de handsome guy de lorh...
but he cant be with de girl de...
damn furious!!!!!!
y cant handsome guys have happiness lerh??
zzz..suan le..juz drama series..i m too obsessed~
blekk..><

now already past 11 pm le lorh...
tmr have class until 5pm...
another tiring day..haiz...
hope i can cope with it without dozing off...
blekk~
sunday going out for movie...
wanna watch high school musical 3...
all ppl muz go watch oh~
it shud be nice..haha...
anyway...dis time muz rmb...
not to wear shorts...coz kena scold by someone liao...
blekk..dis time wear jeans...or "longer" shorts..
haha..n muz bring jacket...dun wan be freezed again lurh~
hehe..dat's all lurh~nite nite..

today i m such a crying baby..
nobody bullied me larh...juz dat...
today my tears like non-stop...
alittle thing oso can cry...
stupid me~
watch "fated to love you"..
it was very sad..so i cried..
den after dat...very sien...
go jbtalks read ppl de love story...
oso very sad...so i cried again...
today like many sad things happen...
hope dat i wun have so much tears in future...
too emotional gurl~(DAT IS ME~!)
no matter what happen...
whether it's sad or touching or nervous or duno wad to do...
my reaction at the 1st second sure is cry de...
my eyes sure become wet wet...
duno y...
maybe de glands or whatsoever that is controlling my tears got problems le...
i had been like dat since young...bad habit dat is..
so trying my best to get rid of dis habit...
but..at least i noe i reli do exist when i cry...
i can still feel emotions..my heart is not dead yet...
anyway..crying is not de best way...
little kids dun learn from me ooh~!
gotta go tuition centre le..byee~

hohohoho...
today is tuesday...
oni had class until 1.30pm...
so i go out with ivan kor kor after class lorh...
i ask ting fetch me de...
haha...
coz she wan go jusco buy thing oso...
n den elvish n daniel oso went jusco along with us...
but we din walk walk together lorh...
daniel duno go where...
elvish go look for her fren...
den me n ting go buy digi top-up card 1st...
coz my hp already left RM 0.57!!!
zzz...so top-up RM30...
den i go find kor lorh...
we watched butterfly lovers...
but believe me...
jusco cinema no nid pay electricity bill de...
coz i was DAMN COLD!!!!!
same theater as last time i go watch movie with zell lorh...
freezing cold...><
nevertheless...
after watch de movie... we go eat eat lorh...
de photos taken was in de last post...
haha... so dun ask me where are my photos lurh...
i m good girl today...got post de photos...
hehe...
anyway... kor kor gave me lollipop...
so big dat... i duno when can i finish it...
haha... den when it was time to go back...
was raining...so we go harris walk walk a while...
after dat...we walk home lorh...
walk from jusco to his home...
den mummy called me...said she not free...
ask me wait for her until 6.30pm... zzz...
i was damn sien diao... but no choice...
hu ask me so blur.. forgot to bring my keys...><
den nvm..wanted to go ivan's hse de...
but he said best no to go lorh...
den i din go...i go mummy previous working place to wait...
wait n wait...n wait n wait...
finally mummy came...
den have to go home le lorh...n teach tuition...
haiz...damn tired...no energy le...
thx kor kor for de treat...haha...
saw angeline's blog juz now...
with a title : "Accident!"..
den i direct blur diao...
wad happened....but ting asked dat before me...
so i noe angeline is fine..juz scratched the car...
but fortunately ppl is fine...car damaged nvm de...
as long as ppl ok den best liao...
next time ask her dun drive..i fetch her can liao...
haha...impossible lurh...
i tink i will be more blur than her...
den gigi saw my car...will keep nag n nag n nag...
haha...nevertheles...muz practice oni makes perfect...
hehe^^
kor arh..i din post any of ur ugly photos lerh...nice hor??
haha...take good k of urself lurh~

today is yet another boring day...
no paper 10 class...
n luckily i woke up late today...
so mummy brought me n brothers go eat breakfast...
daddy juz back from KL yesterday night...
so no work today...
n so...he go with us lurh...
went desa cemerlang ate...
met mummy's frenz dere...
den all the aunties...
keep say:
"wah..ur daughter so tall...can be a model liao.."
"wah...her legs so long..very pretty lerh...can be a model.."
zzz
can dun wan always ask me be a model mah??
sick of hearing it all the times lorh...
nevertheless...
after ate breakfast...
den daddy fetched me go celeste house..
coz angeline n elvish dere...
n i dun wan go back home n rot...
haha...
so i go dere oso...
had quite alot of fun lurh...
she taught me hw to use photoshop....
but seriously...
i m stil half blur...
haha...blur me seh...
nvm larh...slowly learn lorh...
can master it one day de...hehe...
found out ting got a big big tortoise lorh...
SOOOOO cute...
so i took a few pics of it...
but i lazy upload...
see when i free oni upload bah..hehe..
den afternoon 1pm started paper 6 class..
original is 2.30pm de...
but teacher changed de time...
zzz
so had more 1 hr n a hlf de class...
but teacher was discussing de test answer...
so i was quite bored...
den i buey tahan de other gang de princess de laughter...
(P.S. : not angeline)
damn buey tahan...
coz very loud n eerie...
den i took out my earphone...
listened to music...
hehe...very enjoyable lerh...
no nid to hear her voice...
make my mood better...
haha...^^
anyway...
teacher reprimand me today...
say i very rough...
den i say to her:
"i can be gentle de..juz u all never see.."
den my fren all laugh...
blekk...
truth wad...
i only gentle once in a while...
haha...
den teacher ask:
"i tink u will be more gentle when u wear skirt?"
haha...
den celeste answer the teacher for me~
"she wear skirt de pattern like she is wearing pants.."
haha...
dat is truth...so i didn't deny...
haha...
but...
i m juz dat "free"...
never restrained to anything...
i m juz evelyn...
lazy to care wad ppl tink...
coz my brain capacity is limited...
juz do in accoradance to my feelings can le..
hehe...
teacher asked me about my paper 5 revision...
den i told her truthfully...
i haven study at all...
juz attended the revision class...n do nth else more...hehe...
den she asked me go borrow notes from dat princess...
said she got extra tuition out there...zzzz
den i asked teacher:
"not i dun wan borrow...is she want to borrow me or not lorh..."
dat is truth wad...
she so selfish...sure wun lend de lorh...
last semester already like dat...
never ask us want to photostat past year questions or not...
den she photostat her set only...
BITCH!!!
nevertheless...
no point angry with such a BITCH!!
teacher said she will ask her for me...
hehe...see i so good...
teacher treat me so nice...
coz i m a good student...haha...^^
by the way...
words to zell:
"i m not princess...
although there are many types of princess...
n i maybe fall into any type of it...
i juz dun like to be a princess...
bcoz...it is juz like an insult...
because de girl i detest de most...is a princess..."

today so sien...
no go out...
no butterfly lovers lorh..
haizzz...
blame on my laziness...
lazy to walk out...
n no license...
no car..
so lazy go out lorh...
blekk...
reli cant blame me...
it's reli a long way...
n i m lazy gurl~
so no choice...
stay at home n rot bah...
but juz now saw advertisement...
so happy that HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 is going to be shown in cinema~
haha...
i LOVE that movie so much!!!
de song are SOOOOO nice!!!
i juz cant keep my eyes off that movie lorh...
haha...
even my handphone got de songs...
damn nice de...
haha...
so if cant go cinema watch de movie...
maybe buy a DVD n watch at home lorh...
hehe...
A MUST WATCH MOVIE oh~
haha...
n i muz say something to pow...
so sorry for misunderstand u...
reli didn't know it will be like dat mah...
but i already apologized...
i hope u will accept it n forgive me...
ok??
we r good frenz rite??
so u must not be angry with me de oh~
promise?
hehe...
today brother made some muffins...
actually it is quite nice...
juz dat...
it is abit burnt...
blekk..
coz he put the temperature too high...
haha...
he said muz put 200 degreess..
den de oven duno y...
cannot turn to 200 wor...
den no choice...
put at 250 degrees...
haha...
den de muffin a bit black black de...
but nevertheless...
me n my youngest brother ate some of it lorh...
haha...
it is quite nice larh..
juz abit burnt smell oni...
haha...
so it is acceptable...
hehe...
first time do wad...
cant expect more de...
it's already de best...
next time will do better de...
haha...
jiayous orh!!!
i seem like a useless gurl~
coz i duno cooking at all...
if fried rice n maggie mee n scrambled eggs are counted as some kind of....
cooking?!?!
den maybe i noe some...
haha...
den pow laughed at me...
ask me go learn...
zzzz
i dun wan make my mummy's kitchen into a scene during World War II lerh...
so i better juz be a helper...
haha...
so wad if a gurl duno cooking??
when there's a will,there is a way...
if my future BF/husband wants me to be demure n learn cooking...
maybe i can consider...
but not NOW!!!
i have no interest in cooking...
juz wanna lead my carefree life now...
as a student...
as a part time tuition teacher...
as a stupid gurl~
hehe...
by the way...
watched "School House Rocks" on OkTo channel just now..
it was quite nice actually...
coz it was just like High School Musical...
full of songs...
hehe...
so i love it quite much..

OK~
dat's all for my today's blog...

sobs...
y everything bully me??
i cant DL de photoshop lorh...
ting said muz have de Winrar file...
den i go DL...
ting said nid FlashGet...
den i DL...
hw come cannot DL de lerh??
reli weird lorh...
make me very confusing...
zzz
nevertheless..
trying my best le...
if stil cannot...
give up den...
zzz
cannot tahan keep cant DL de lorh...
pek cek...
zzz
no patience to keep trying lorh...
blekk..
going to sleep soon...
after i try DL one more time...
nite nite lurh~

kor kor is back in jb again...
haha...
happy neh...
he got 1 week holidays...
so shiok lurh...
i oso wan~!
everyday study very sien lerh!!!!
dun like study!!!
RAWR!!!!
anyway...
duno he wan go out onot neh...
coz long time din meet with him le mah...
haha...
so very curious hw much he had changed...
anyway...
my schedule..
full with class n tuition...
haiz...
duno got free time onot...
sienzzzzzzzz~

n i have to clarify something to zell...
i have no double chin larh...
zzzz
oni fat ppl got...
ur eyes got prob le larh...
my chin is normal de larh...
lol...
stop saying me got double chin hor...
ltr i beat u oni u noe...
haha...

duno y neh...
juz feel very sien...
watching "fated to love you"..
it's reli funny lorh...
1st episode den very funny le...
but...
stil very bored...
zzz
reading novels recently...
den no mood study at all...
duno wad m i going to do...
exam so near le...
blekk...
nevertheless..
i wan to enjoy myself...
haha...
today dat gang form 3 guys din come...
no nid see dat ZiJian...
haha...
so happy...
peishi say he very bad lorh...
got gf stil always kacau me...
haha..
she say she wan go complain to his gf...
haha...
none of my business lorh...
not me wan her go tell de...
haha...
den de tall guy...
ermm...
today juz knew his name is JingKai...
den d other guy...
EnXian...
always make fun of me n peishi de lorh...
so we both very happy they din come...
haha...
dey din tell Mr.Bean dey not coming today...
den make Mr.Bean very pek cek...
coz he already prepared everything...
haha...
next week see Mr.Bean scold them...
blekk.
anyway...
cant DL de photoshop lerh....
zzz
it dun like me lorh...
sobs

今天的presentation..
没有projector...
结果power point是做来美的喽...
没有脑的老师...
sunway这样大...
哪里可能只有5架projector???
用屁股想都知道啦!!
当我们笨的哦?
王八!!
还讲她上个星期已经跟每一组的组长讲了...
这个星期没有那个...
屁股喽!!!!!
她有讲才怪!!!!
他X的!!!
她的脑袋可以不要全部装大便吗?
真的很令人受不了喽!!!!
她自己没有去book那个东西...
结果讲到好像是我们上个星期拖她的时间...
我们才会不可以present的!!!!
他X的!!!!
叫她撞墙死掉啦!!!!
明明是她自己的时间观念有问题喽!!!!
最好去死掉!!!!
想到都生气!!!!
然后勒...
她自己没有复印笔记给我们...
我们没有事情做...
肯定自己找东西做的啊!!!!
他X的!!!
她就一直讲要扣我们的5分!!!!
给她扣啦!!!
怕她啊???
反正我都已经看小说看了那么久...
不看白不看!!!!!
反正她要扣...
给她扣到她爽啦!!!
了不起啊???
好像那个5分很大这样?!?!
我被吓大的喽!!!!
以为我会因为这样就听你的啊??
你做梦还差不多喽!!!
王八!!!
然后我们present的时候....
同学在讲话...
在吵的时候....
她一句话都没有讲喽!!!
结果rachael她们那组的时候...
她就骂人喽!!!
讲什么我们不尊重她们的effort!!!
他X的!!!!
她们做的就是effort啦!!!!
我们做的是大便啦!!!!
她给我记住!!!!
死猪八戒!!!!
最好喝水哽到...
出门被雷劈!!!!!!!!!!!
她以后出门最好小心一点!!!!!!
死王八!!!!
真的是不明白为什么世界上会有那么笨的人喽!!!!
我看她应该不是人喽!!!!
连猪都不如!!!!!!

比猪还笨!!!!!

比猪还蠢!!!!!

今天..
我很勤劳喽...
真的是前所未有的事情...
我居然会扛着那么多书上学?!?!
真是的...
以前中学的书包...
肯定比今天扛着的那些书轻一半喽...
所以...
我真的是很佩服我自己~!
哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!

好了啦~
废话那么多...
因为平时懒惰惯了嘛~
自然而然地...
就不喜欢带那么多书上学了喽..
其实那也不可以怪我啦...
老师都没有用到...
不可能叫我带去学校...
然后摆在一边摆美啊!!
所以...
我的懒惰还是是很好的理由的~
呵呵...

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明天又要formal wear了喽...
真的是不顶那个猪头老师...
可是看在她那么那么笨的分上..
我还是原谅她好了...
没有办法....
本小姐就是那么地心地善良~~!
哈哈~

明天...
会穿上次moral education的时候穿的那件衣服...
然后再穿妈妈的裙子...

说真的...
那件裙子...
真的是有够长的...
我偏偏就是喜欢穿短短的...
结果勒~
明天我应该会很不爽那件裙子喽...
真是的...
没有事..
裙子干吗买那么长的?
要买...
也买那种过膝盖一点点的就好了嘛!!
真是的!!

可是没有办法....
不想穿得跟上次一样嘛~
只好委屈一下自己了喽...
haizzzzz....

celeste asked me just now...
hw to leave comment...
(means my tagboard)

it did not disappear larh...
juz hidden...
click de tagboard sign above...
den u can see it le...
haha...

any comments on my blogs...
plz put dere arh...

anyway...
now reading novels...
too bored le...
nth to do at all...
so juz go rent a few...
to read when i bored...

hu noes...
i cant stop once i started..
i haven eat de dinner mummy bought...
zzz
i m so bad sia...
now go eat lurh...
hope i wun get fat after eating that...
eat supper will fat fat de lerh...
><

now oni noe so many ppl got read my blog...
zzz

ytd de blog...
a few ppl sms me...
den all ask me to make a decision...

zzz
dun force me please...
it's not that i dun wan make a decision...

i already made a decision...
juz dat u all didn't see lorh...

anyway...
dis is thing between me n him lorh...
outsider stop giving me opinions n all dat..
coz it can't help anything de...

恩..
又到了我emo的时候了喽..
很久没有用华文打字了..
因为懒惰..
也因为我比较喜欢英文..

年终考试很快就要到了喽..
十二月..
现在已经十月中了..
很快..
就要离开sunway了..
很快..
就要离开认识了一年的朋友..

不舍的感觉一定是有的..
可是..
这也是难免的..

为了理想..
为了未来..
大家都必须为了那些而努力..

虽然钱不是万能的..
可是..
没有钱却万万不能..

所以...
要好好地努力读书喽..

虽然离考试还有一个多月..
可是大家好像都已经开始在冲刺了..

只有我..
每天还在吊儿浪当地过日子..

这样是好..
还是坏??

每次我说我还没有开始准备..
大家一定异口同声地说:
"你那么利害,不用读的啦!"

可是..
有时不是我不要读..
而是读不进..

每个人都说..
我的theory很好...
也许是因为我的英文基础比较好吧..
那也是妈妈的功劳...

以前为了补习...
常常在哭..

小学的时候..
总是不能明白为什么我要补习...
结果每次都哭着去...

现在的我..
明白了妈妈的苦心...

因为现在的我...
英文...
可以说是比大部分的华小生/国中生更好...

那也就是为什么...
我总是能轻而易举的把想要表达的意思写出来...

所以...
不是因为我比较利害才写得出来...

------------------------------------------------------------

现在的我...
不明白爱情是什么...

你说爱我...
可是当我问你为什么爱我的时候...
你却支支吾吾地不能回答...

我知道爱情是不需要理由的...

可是...
一直以来...
我都把你当大哥哥一样地看待...
你总是那么地疼我...
照顾我...
从来不会对我说一个"不!"...

也许...
我很理所当然地就这样认为...
你是应该这样对我的...
也就没有珍惜过你的付出...

中学的时候...
你追求过我...

那时的我...
喜欢着别人..
所以就拒绝了你...
那时的你...
只是微笑地跟我说...
"没有关系..
就算跟你在一起的人不是我..
只要看到你快乐..
我就心满意足了.."

那时的我...
真的很感动...
你对我的那份心意...
真的很难令人不感动...
可是...
最后...
我还是选择了他...
到最后...
我跟他分手了...

那时的我..
确实很难过...
可是...
你从来不曾离开我的身边...

开心的时候...
难过的时候...
我的身边...
总是少不了你的存在...

你说你是为了我才会在学校多读两年..
我心里确实有点小小开心...
可是...
也许我也把那当成了理所当然...

真的很对不起...

这些年来...

你的付出...
总是被我忽略...

你的付出...
总是不被重视...

你的付出...
总是那么细腻...

就因为你对我太好了...
我很害怕...
害怕我不能回报你的好...

我知道...
你肯定会说不需要我的回报...
只要我接受你就好...

可是...
我对你...
只有对哥哥的那种感觉...
没有对男朋友的那种feel...

我真的不想耽误你...
所以才一直叫你找女朋友...

我不是嫌你烦...
只是...
我们是没有可能的...

如果这样一直下去...
难道你就要一直这样等我吗??

真的很谢谢你对我的好...
可是我不值得...

虽然你总是顶我说...
"值不值得...
是由我自己决定的...
你只要感受我对你的好就可以了...
你的脑袋不用想那么多...
那些事情我来想就好..."

可是...
你总得为自己想想...

世界上不只我这一朵花...
外面还有一大片的花海...

希望你能够明白我的意思...

haiz..
duno y i wan post blog oso...
nth much happen today...
coz today class until 1.30pm oni...
so very sien...
mummy not free to fetch me...
so gigi fetch me back...
haha...
gigi so good...
muackz...
give a kiss to gigi~!

haha...
anyway...
before gigi send me to bus stop...
we go to bakery outside sunway with angeline...
den when angeline wanna drive out from de parking place...
her car stucked...
haha...
de space too small...
daniel ask gigi to press the 'hon'..
i duno i got spell right onot...
nevertheless...
den i press lorh...
haha...
den angeline say next time she wan 'hon' me...
haha...
next time i dun drive in front of her can liao...

anyway...
ting...
i post the pics dat i an you to edit...
thx ooh~!
muackz...
a kiss for u too~!

hohohoho...
dis is the picture after ting edit...
quite nice hor??
haha...
she is reli pro at dis...
haha...
i stil duno hw to use it...
duno wad thing to DL...
zzz
i m such a noob seh..

nevertheless...
today had paper 10 test again...
about account payables n inventory de...
den i din study at all as usual...
so juz simply do...
haha...
but de theory question...
stil ok lorh...
juz simply write...
oso can get marks de...
hehe...

den paper 6...
today we had a "group study"..
coz angeline, gigi n elvish all din bring exam kit n textbook...
so me n ting turn our chair n share with them lorh...
haha...
den dere was an ant...
n it juz wun go away even when we "fly" our paper...
reli pro lorh...
den we play with it...
we reli crazy liao...
can be so high over a tiny ant...
haha...
den we keep laugh lorh...
from angeline to me...
from me to ting...
den from ting to gigi...
finally it's down on the floor...
haha...

anyway...
today elvish weird weird de...
seems very moody like dat...
duno wad's wrong with her lorh....
maybe not smooth with her "good friend" bah...

heard dat ZiJian,'De' and that 'Tall Guy'...
de PMR stil quite ok...
haha...
pei shi told me de...
tmr is science lorh...
wish dey all good luck...

firstly...
sorry dat i forgot to rotate my pics before posting..
coz it slipped my mind...
paiseh arh...
next time sure rmb to do so de...
haha...

ok...
now...
tok abt my driving pre-test...
it was scary + scary lorh...
zzz
i pass de test...
but with a condition...
dat uncle ask me tambah 2 more hour practice...
ok..
ermm..
i tink dat is better than i fail it...
n have to take 4 more hour practice...
plus one more pre-test bah...
so...
i will juz accept the truth n go for it lorh...
no choice...
1 hour tambah is RM 25 lerh...
zzz
so 2 hour is better than 4 lorh...
haha...
but i stil haven book the time yet...
duno when lorh...
tmr oni call de office lurh...
btw...
it was just my skills at u-turn...
i was too nervous...
den forgot to slow down my car when wan u-turn...
zzz
den de uncle reprimand me after finish...
but luckily my "mountain-climbing" very smooth...
haha...
so proud of myself...
1st time so smooth lorh...
1 time pass...
den parking n 3-point-turn oso easy...
coz oni turn de sterling...
haha..
so actually is nth serious de...
juz dat dat uncle..
make me feel like i m so useless...
n he scold me bcoz...
when i wanted to make a turn...
i alr put de signal...
but den...
suddenly when i wan to turn...
de car behind me wanted to overtake me...
AT THE SAME TIME!!!!
n den...
luckily i got brake...
or else probably me in hospital now lorh...
zzz...
it was damn scary...
den i tell pow after i finish de practice...
he laugh at me lorh...
zzz
but nvm larh...
i was reli clumsy den...
hope dat i can pass jpj test lorh...
den get de license...
den dun nid always wait mummy come fetch me..
haiz..

today wanted to go jusco watch movie de...
zell oso can go...
but den daddy was fixing smt at dat time..
so cant go lurh...
so sien...
haiz...
hope next week got some time to go out walk walk lorh...
dun wan always stay at home...
reli will become mouldy de lorh...
sienzzzzzz

now my hp very quiet...
becoz...

haw haw driving back to penang i tink...
must drive carefully ooh~!

as for pow...
this week alot exams...
dat is wad he told me...
dat's y he is 'EATING' books now...
haha...
so good luck to him...
n gambateh ooh~!
jiayous!!!!

ermm...
i duno i got exam onot...
but nevertheless...
even if got...
i oso dun wan study de...
so sien...

tired-ing alr...
nite nite everyone~!